One Foot in Each World

Greatest Lesson Number 3 from the Abraham Hicks Workshop. If you've read the last few blogs I've written and you still don't know about the Law of Attraction, please please please go to . There is so much to explore and learn about yourself in this process. 

About 2 months ago, I made one of the most challenging and trying decisions of my life, taking my little pinky toe out of the other world, so to speak. Over the past 10 years, owning a healthcare practice, I've found myself resisting both conformity to western standards and alternative healing. 

I deducted rather quickly that western standards and healthcare processes made less and less sense to me and that I found myself adapting to an alternative world. The reality of course, was that the Alternative World was where I felt at home, where I belonged and where I could facilitate the absolute best healing processes for clients and myself. 

There were SHOULDS that kept getting in my way, and often I struggled to navigate through them rather than cutting them loose. I held on to things because it seemed like that was what was supposed to happen. It turns out, there was a lot of unnecessary struggle. 

I started to listen to my Inner Wisdom with greater intent and trust the messages I was receiving. I had weaned off all but 20% of the things in my life that didn't make me happy and didn't make sense to me. I was happy 80% of the time, but I kept receiving messages that there was more for me. 

That last 20% was the most challenging to even consider letting go of, because it wasn't only my life that was impacted but that of children I spent 8 years assisting. Assisting them had become a battle of politics, finances and ego and I felt no longer able to freely serve and I wasn't receiving my worth energetically. 

About 10 days prior to being at the workshop, I made the final decision to take back the 20%. I never had a moment of regret, but when I heard Abraham through Ester say "You cannot have one foot in each world!" I knew that my decision was more than just a shift for me, it meant a shift for everyone around me, my family, my colleagues, my clients, and all of their circles. I realized how much this 20% really meant and how it absolutely didn't make sense to keep that pinky toe in the other world any longer because it was not inline with my soul purpose or where the divine guidance was leading me. 


There were some very specific lessons I learned in my attendance to the Abraham Hicks workshop, as I mentioned in my first blog. The second lesson I would like to share is about co-creating. 

I was always the type of person that loved the company of others and being in relationships, as I got older I sought more and more vulnerability and connection that was far beyond the physical world. However, for much of my adult life, I held back in relationships as I feared for losing who I was. I was confused by the sensitivity I felt to energy and when I communicated this to partners, it often confused them. So I hid.

Secretly, my whole life, I've desired to have a partner to really experience life with, create with, share with, give and receive, yet still maintain our own uniqueness. The universe responded very abruptly to my requests. Just over a year ago, I met Piotrek and despite some initial resistance to jumping into something that felt so good, I jumped anyway, knowing the value in experiencing something so good. 

Piotrek and I made a choice to attend the workshop together. We were both drawn to the Law of Attraction long before we met each other and were fascinated by the thought of hearing the wisdom of Abraham. When Ester via Abraham began talking about the process of co-creation, I had tears in my eyes. 

Co-creating the life Piotrek and I share has really been delightful. It has taken us some time to weed through out own resistance to nurture the beautiful parts of us that want to grow and evolve. Occasionally, these vines of resistance still present themselves, but we cut them when we are ready. We have chose to live this life as a co-creating unit. We are powerful manifesters on our own, but together, our vision is more easily brought to life. 

We've found ways that work for each of us to find balance and harmony within ourselves, some are shared, like our morning meditation and stretching and some are more individual (my writing, his composition). When we have this alignment within ourselves, our connection and relation to each other is natural and easy. Together, we have found that each owning our own businesses, we are much stronger developing them as a co-creation and its actually really fun! Personally, we are supporting each other through it all. We vibrate at the highest frequency possible together. From here it seems anything is possible and IT IS

The Abraham Experience

Today something splendid happened. I attended my first Abraham Hicks workshop. I have been using the Law of Attraction for many years to create my desires and I have been amazed and fascinated by my experience as well as the teachings of Abraham through Ester. Today, in the presence of such high vibrational energy, I could feel Source energy radiating through each of us and out into the magnificent world we live in.

Attending this workshop was one of the most magnificent demonstrations of my increased alignment with my own self. About a month ago, I decided it was time to "just have a look" on the Abraham Hicks website and see if maybe there was a workshop close  by. It turns out there was one that I discovered in October of this year.

Eagerly I scampered off to my dear partner, Piotrek and asked if he'd be interested in attending the workshop together. As expected, he replied, "Of course, but why are we talking about it now, its months away." 

Let the manifestation begin, while I was proud of my pre-commitment to attending the workshop in October, I really wanted to experience Abraham on a deeper level sooner. So I began to refer back to my books and videos. 

A week before today, I opened my daily email from Abraham and there it was. Ester will be in Boston this weekend channeling the wisdom of Abraham! I joyously skipped around the house beckoning Piotrek and told him the news. The manifestation came from a place of pure desire at exactly the right time in my life. 

Here's the "ah ha" moment. At the workshop I realized this is one of the first times in my life that I have said yes to something I really wanted to experience for my personal development via someone I find truly inspirational and life changing. I said yes to experience something profoundly spiritual, something that was all about me and it felt new and great. 

In the past, I've manifested scenarios just as I had with this Abraham workshop but there's always been a reason I've found to say NO. The resistance was so great that I pushed away exactly what I manifested, exactly the situation I wanted to be in and exactly the humans I wanted to be present with. The opportunities to experience these beings in the forms I sought disappeared as the humans I was (and still am) so inspired with have left their physical form. 

I have found that as I have spent more and more time manifesting and creating thoughtfully and intentionally that I am experiencing the results I seek on a deeper level and the opportunity to savor them more wholly is delightful. 

The magnitude of saying YES to what I attracted via my desires was one of the most empowering experiences I have ever known.